If I had to put the past two weeks into writing, it would most likely be described as stressful, overwhelming, hectic, exciting, busy, never ending, nonstopping, and finally done. I havnt been so stressed in a very long time. but maybe is good for me. personally, i find it harder to praise and thank God, than to ask Him. When everythings good and going well, I often forget to take time and thank the Lord for everything.
i recently found a quote that I really liked, it goes something like: "What if tomorrow, God gave you everything you thanked him for today." This made me realize how much i take for granted. Seriously, I would have so much missing in my life. But for now, that is not the case. Everything is most defintley not perfect right now. My english teacher took time before class to talk to us about how our year was going, and how we are handling stress. She asked me what sports i was doing (swimming) and if i was exhasted. I quickley replied "not really!" i lied. i am tired. i am exhasted. I have told my mom multiple times now that I could just sit and think for hours. I always have something to think about. theres so much crap going through my head its hard to focus on just one thing. even though im so overwhelmed, i kinda like it like that. I think it makes me more vulerable. but even now, my head hurts.. just from simply thinking.
