I have this feeling. Its in the deep depth of my stomach. Its almost like...emptyness. Its weird, and i hate it. I dont understand what it is. I feel like I need to love something or something to love me. I need to do something but i dont know what... this is confusing. I know God can fill that desire for love but why isnt my heart fully and truly acccepting it? I dont want to fill my life with other things. i dont. i do not. i wont. and will not. I guess this is what it feels like to struggle....
